Frustration

One word to describe the past 4 months?

frus·trat·ed

ˈfrəsˌtrātid/

adjective

adjective: frustrated

1. 1.

   feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, esp. because of inability to change or achieve something.

   "young people get frustrated with the system"

   • (of a person) unable to follow or be successful in a particular career.

     "a frustrated actor"
   • prevented from progressing, succeeding, or being fulfilled.

     "our parents may want us to fulfill their own frustrated dreams"
   • (From Google)

   
   

I wish I could vent all my frustrations on the blog.  I'm the type of person that needs to vent and get everything OUT before I can feel better.  But, unfortunately, due to the nature of my frustrations, I can't (or shouldn't, rather) express anything publicly. I'll give you some hints though: it has nothing to do with my marriage, friends, family, Rio, or Brazil.  So what does that leave?

I just have to ask myself, "Is it worth it?"  Well, I guess I'll know by June.